First I just head growling then he screamed his name in my ear three time, "Darius, Darius, Darius!" I could feel his hot breath in my ear, it was super real and scary.I never did drugs and stopped cold turkey on alcohol several years ago.Anything or anyone wants to attack me in my sleep or in my waking moments be prepared to see hell up close. One time the tall one standing by my bed told me he was Jesus, that he wanted me to join an army.
Although I am an active Christian, I don't agree with what most Christians say about sp.Besides the intense fear there is always the sense of an evil presence, even the times when I don't see an entity.Many of the times I am being strangled and feel a real pressure on my chest.Sp mostly happens to me while sleeping on my back but have had several time when I sleep on my side.The strangest thing is that when in enter sp while sleeping on my side, when I sit my torso up to look around, I feel the distinctive spinning one feels when you stand up fast from touching your toes and you regain your balance.I just made a video about my sp experiences, you can see it at You Tube.com/barnabusdonn...are some of my experiences and my take on what sp is: I had my first experiences with sp in 1996 when I was 16.I woke up in total paralysis and could see around my room.(3) "Spirit-man." I haven't tried so hard to wake up that my "spirit arm" leaves my physical body. I don't think that human beings would choose to hallucinate about evil figures that want to hurt them.So why is there a general consensus that when we do see things during SP, we are acutely aware that they are evil?I didn't have another sp or obe experience until 2005 and have had about 15 experiences since then.It usually happens to me just in the moment of falling asleep or shortly after.